這一年半我很累,每天我需要一直學一直學,累得不得了。如果我忍不住的話,我應該很早就回家了。寫論文很困難的,我學的東西都是第一次學的所以可真困難。我不知道要問誰,因為大部分的台灣人不會說英文,我的中文也沒有現在那麼好的,真辛苦。所以我只好自己學。我一定用光了我的能力了,可是還不懂那些東西。好像我有太多不懂的東西。我告訴媽媽我不要忍了,我要回家。我說的不是真的,因為我知道我不是很容易罷手的人。
然後有一天媽媽提醒我有一首歌叫 “I know The Lord will make a way for me”。那首歌說我知道神給我開路的,只要我的生活聖潔。非常短的歌,可是對我來說有很深的意思。在MSN我看我媽說這句話的時候,我就開始禱告。感謝主,到現在我還可以忍,我也可以一點點懂我的論文要怎麼樣做。可是我還沒畢業,還要三個月才能畢業。這個經驗給我很多好處。
到底我還需要學很多東西。我還沒寫完我的論文。請大家幫我加油跟禱告﹗謝謝。。。(Chinese Version)
This last one and half year is the most tiring moment in my life, everyday I need to study and study, I am very tired. If I am not strong enough in facing this situation, I should have gone home now. Writing my master thesis is very difficult task to do, all of the things that I need to study are all the first time for me, so this is very… very… very difficult for me. I really don’t know who should I asked, since most Taiwanese can’t speak proper English, and my Chinese is not as good as now, very hard time for me. I had used all of my ability, strength, and time, but still I can’t understand how to solve my problem. It seems like there are too much things that I don’t understand. I told my mom that I want to go home, I can’t hold it anymore! Actually I don’t really mean that because I know I am not such a person that gives up easily.
One day after that my mom reminds me about one song called “I know the Lord will make a way for me”. That song says that we know that the Lord will make a way for me as long as we live a holy life and shun the wrong and do the right. A very short song it is, but it has a very deep meaning for me. I started to pray when my mom told it through MSN. Thanks Lord that I can stand and face everything until now, I also able to understand a little how to do my thesis. But still I haven’t graduated yet; I still need 3 months more to graduate. I think this experience has many advantages for me.
At last I still need to learn many things now. I also haven’t finished writing my thesis. I hope all of you can help me to support me and pray for me! Thank you…(English Version)
陳亞伯(Abraham Sutanto)
Way to go!!! Keep working & living hard for He is with us!
Jangan menyerah ya, bro! Aku mengerti bahwa godaan untuk menyerah itu begituuuuuu menggoda:), i’ll pray for you, bro!
Jesus will lead you. always
Keep strong during this hard time… ^^
Juz trust to Him that He will be with U till U pass ur master..
Cast all your anxiety on Him, because He cares for you。
(1 Peter 5:7)
我深信那在你们心里动了善工的,必成全这工,真到耶稣基督的日子。(Philipians 1:6)
Do ur best on your thesis
We’re all waiting for ur coming… (papa,mama,papi,mami,will,
koko,dll…)
hehehehehehe…. ^___^
耶稣爱你。。
上帝祝福你。。
Bramie..! Cia yooo…! Im not going to forgive u if u arent graduated from that place and just give up. I know you can do it. Where is the confidence Bramie that I know? U are always confidence with yourself. And I always believe in you. U can do it..! Come on Bramie..! Aja Aja Fighting..! ^o^
I want to share one wise sentence; I got it from some email, and I am really inspired by its meaning. “A Ship wills always safe at the shore, but that must not what it is built for”. I remember when I first go to public university in Indonesia for my bachelor degree. The environment there is completely different from I used to be. I am a little bit shocked at that time, luckily I have some brothers that strengthen and help me adapt with the new environment. And also like my story in the beginning, when I first come to Taiwan, I was helped by one brother from Indonesia; he helped me a lot at that time. The church life in here, especially through brother zheng fung, Kevin, and others, help me a lot improving my Chinese. So I think it is important to have a good church life.
We also need to remember another important thing, like in the story of Jesus with His disciples on a boat when a big storm hit them (on Matthew 8:18–27). We need to always remember that we still have God in our side, inside our boat. There will be no storm that might harm our boat. So what storm do you have today? Lord Jesus is even greater than any of those. God bless us all. Amen.